Understanding My Gift

Understanding My Gift

February 9, 2016

In order to help people understand my gift, I want to share some things I have learned: 1. What is a guardian angel / spirit guide and how do they work? Guardian angels are assigned to you from birth until death, they know you more than anyone on earth and know you better than even you. Their job is to guide you through life, not hold your hand, and protect you, but not take precautions against things you should be easily able to protect yourself against using common sense and common knowledge. 2. Why are they coming to me now? It is time for you to evolve and begin living life knowing your intuition can be trusted. 3. You are protected and guided, constantly. Your guardian angel / spirit guide is always working their butt off to get what it is you want, need, desire, and they do not stop until they get it. Case in point: the Angels will […]

I am a victim of Narcissist Personality Disorder Emotional Abuse and here’s the pain and hurt it has cause me…

I am a victim of Narcissist Personality Disorder Emotional Abuse and here’s the pain and hurt it has cause me…

January 22, 2016

(Note: The abuse I am speaking of here is emotional not physical: even though the word “abuse” is often used to describe physical assault, emotional assault is also just as damaging.) I am no psychologist, and part of the reason I hesitated speaking out against narcissist personality disorder is because it often takes a professional therapist on a one on one basis to make someone realize that they are prey and victim to someone with this disorder. I have no diploma that qualifies me to diagnose anyone with this disorder and I cannot say, fundamentally, that what I know is true for me is true for others. What I know and I what I hope to share today is my personal experience with the disorder, it’s affects on me and those I love, and the pathology that I myself exhibit, as a victim, that in the past has made me susceptible to narcissists. What is narcissist personality disorder? Again I […]

The Awakening Will Not Be Televised

The Awakening Will Not Be Televised

January 16, 2016

The awakening will not be televised. But it is happening. What are people waking up to? They are awaking to the fact that fear is not the answer. (Love is.) They are awakening to the fact that all healing must start within. (Not without.) They are awakening to the fact that their physical senses do not provide long-term satisfaction. No matter what, they keep striving but nothing seems to satisfy them. (Only things that never change can fulfill you.) They are awakening to the fact that they are more powerful than they were told. More capable than they thought, more able to change things than before. The awakening will not be televised because it is the news media itself that, in many ways, is the problem–it flocks to negativity without posing solutions to the problem, stoking fear, hatred, and division more and more. The awakening is happening. I have seen it. Mothers, fathers, sons, daughters, wives, husbands all recognizing that […]

Grow Stronger

Grow Stronger

January 8, 2016

Nothing prepared me for what happened last year.  Nothing. It has taken me sometime to become grounded in what I know to be true, because even now, at the beginning, I have been challenged. I notice that I always find myself coming out about something every phase of my life, whether it is about being gay, being an artist, or about personal trauma I’ve endured.  No one knows more than me what it’s like to be constantly re-introducing yourself to the world and adding more depth to your personal story without intending to. At first, with every coming out process, comes a disorientation process.  Everything you knew, and everything everyone who knows you knew, suddenly gets turns on its head. Nothing is the same on the surface anymore. People look at you differently, you feel the same. That shism causes friction: some are willing to follow you, accept that you are who you are, others don’t follow you, and it’s […]

More Reflections of An Angel Translator 

More Reflections of An Angel Translator 

November 30, 2015

People tend to forget that I have to hold their hands at the beginning of every reading: it’s an incredibly intimate moment. Some hands are slim and dainty, others are large and rough, others hold tremendous power, while others lie limp and dispirited. You can tell a lot about people from their hands, they tell a sweet brief biography of the person through skin, bone, heat and sweat. Once I hold their hands, denoting that they are open and willing, I establish the connection that will allow me to heal them. (This sounds odd to me even as I tell it because I have never once considered becoming a healer in all my life before I did this–I also never trained for this: the healing just comes through me as if I was born with this power and it just needed to be activated at just the right time.) As soon as we begin, the guide of the person takes […]

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